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Saturday, December 31, 2011

Recap!

Lmao ok this is my recap I'm just gona go over my blog and what it is about when I first started it I intended it to only be for my army on gw and my crew on og but then they didn't check it out or treat my with respect so I decided screw it I'll do kind of like Shane Dawson does and make it for everyone and I'll put my thoughts up on stuff and make segments for ppl to enjoy well I have and I think some have hit a really good start like bullshit blog update that is the first one I made and came to my mind easily so it's my favorite 2 and now I'm trying to get more followers so I can get paid and so more ppl will view this blog I'd like to know from u guys what is ur favorite segment what segment should I take out and if u have ideas for a new segment let me know on fb I'll have new stuff on here in 2012 as for now I won't update it till sometime in 2012 so happy new year to u all I hope uve liked my blog :)

Friday, December 30, 2011

Sketch # 2

Alright this is the last sketch for 2011 lmao been watching Arby n the chief it's the best I'll give it a 10/10 and a dream I had once I dreamt that I died heck ya that's scary lmao oh well

Bullshit blog update # 17

Welcome to bullshit blog update yes this is the last 1 for 2011 I'm so excited to go on making it in 2012 lmao I'm hopping I can add on 2 it cause I want to make this segment the best today's been good I got to hang with my girl and we took pics :) so one thing that made my day is
1: hanging out with my beautiful girl I love you babe :D <3
The next sketch award goes to Digitalph33r he makes Arby n the chief I love that show go check it out and go check out the guys blog at www.digitalph33r.blogspot.com its good :) see u next year on my new bullshit blog update

Tags in life # 8

Lmao this is the last tags in life for 2011 there will be a new one in 2012 when I dicide to make it anyways yesterday and today I've been watching Arby n the chief I put one of there videos up on Facebook there funny lmao I'm now watching season 3 and season 5 u should watch them 2 so the tag is
#watching Arby n the chief = good laughs :)

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 16

Haha ok today's been good I now have a headache cause I've been watching abry n the chief lmao that stuff is funny go watch it also go watch my newest YouTube video Boom! It's funny and random haha one thing that made my day would be
1: texting my girl I love you babe :D <3 and watching abry n the chief
The second sketch award goes to Dairk Manning he's a comic book writer his stuff is good go be his friend on Facebook only 1 more sketch award will be given away maybe 2 if ud like to get a sketch award email me at deadm15@hotmail.com and tell me why u should get a sketch award :)

Announcement time!

Ok lmao I wanted to do this before the year ends I'm gona stop some where before 2012 but before I do here's a list of what I have planed
1: 2 more bullshit blog updates before 2012
2: 1 more tags in life before 2012
3: maybe 1 more sketch before 2012
4: my recap of my blog lmao I'm sure I can get all that done before 2012 oh and I want to make this blog more fun for u guys so what segments should I keep what should I not keep and if u have any ideas for new segments let me know on my Facebook heres the list of all my segments
1: bullshit blog update
2: sketch
3: tags in life
4: ask a question
5: facts about Deadm15
6: promoting stuff for u
7: cool pics
8: awesome pics
9: Deadm15s late night blog updates I'll try to start that up every night again also what videos would u like me 2 do on my YouTube I might put the sketch awards on there we will see but ya let me know what ud like on here :)

Tags in life # 7

Haha got up erlie this morning went to the docters me and my mom went to sams club and got these great tasting drinks I forgot what there called but the grape kind fizzes in ur mouth :) I still have mine haha and took a pic of it so the tag is
#texting my girl and drinking my drink = a great time :)

Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 15

Ok welcome haha I usually never do intros on my segment oh well ok so today was good I got to spend the day with my girl :) and Tony the creator of blackboxtv messaged me on Facebook so it's been a good day but one thing that made my day is
1: hanging out with my beautiful girl I love you babe and always will :D <3
Ok and the last thing I wanted to do is the sketch awards this will be a 1 year thing so every year some ppl who I think deserve the sketch awards will get them so the first sketch award goes to Tony the creator of blackboxtv he has the best YouTube channel out there for horror don't forget to like BBTV on fb oh and the sketch awards will only be on this segment no other

Monday, December 26, 2011

Sketch

This is my newest segment haha since 2012 is coming around I will be putting some new post up later yes ok anyways in this segment I will talk about movies,tv shows, movies and video games I will rate them and at the end of the segment I'll put a nightmare I had that I've had or had the night before ok so Friday the 13th part 8 I give it 7 in a half stars since it made me laugh go watch it haha it's so old you'll laugh ok one nightmare I had days ago is
1: I had a dream the devil came to me he showed me the true side of my soul said it was dark and showed me and him killing ppl now that's scary huh but no I don't think I'm evil I won't kill ppl so that dream is wrong lmao

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Tags in life # 6

Ok haha yes today is Christmas but I had to do this tag I was watching Friday the 13th part 8 yes I have all up to the 8th now anyways I was watching it and texting my girl so I was happy :D so the tag is
#watching Friday the 13th and texting my beautiful girl = me laughing and smiling

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 14

Haha first of all I'd like to say merry Christmas to everyone I hope u all have a good one tomarow I know I will tomorrow cause I'll be texting my girl hehe :) today's been good yesterday was great cause me and my girl gave eachother our presents if u want to know what she got me go watch my newest YouTube video called merry Christmas I think it's the best one I've done so far ok on to one thing that made my day which is
1: texting my beautiful girl and thinking about last night I love you babe :D <3

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Tags in life # 5

Haha I'm at the doctors just waiting for my mom to get out anyways today's been good me and my brother walked to the gasation and got skitles the guy at the counter was like are u gona taste the rainbow? Lmao that just made me laugh so the tag is
#skittles = good taste and a good laugh

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Tags in life # 4 this ones for my girl

Yes this tag In life is special cause it's for my girl tehe :) I'm just siting here thinking of her texting her and listening to our song so my very special tag is
#I have the greatest girl in the world I love her with all my heart she always makes me happy everyday I love you babe :D <3

Bullshit blog update # 13

Again I'm gona post this to Facebook so if u don't like the title of this segment oh well it was my first segment so I'm keeping it the way it is alright so today's been good cause I got a candy bar in 2nd period and I've been talking 2 my beautiful girl :) and right now I'm writing this listening to the end by blue October and I've just relized this song is kinda dark oh well Justin said in his video that the cd couldn't end well but it's a good song so I'm gona kinda quote it here ( I coked the pistol pold the trigger all I saw was red I gently stroked her arm then I put the barrel in my mouth and all I saw was black! ) ya it's dark haha but yet good ok something that made my day
1: texting my beautiful girl :D

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Things I rember doing on Christmas

This just came to mind I was siting here thinking of what my famliy used to do before and on Christmas I rember setting up our tree puting all the lights on and ornaments on Christmas I rember my parents would get the video camra out and recored us opening presents then we'd go viset the rest of our famliy now a days we don't set up a tree or recored us opening presents but I gusse thats what happens when u get older

Friday, December 16, 2011

Get any man in america

Haha I havent done my job in days lmao cause I've been lazy oh well just wanted to say blue October is awesome and u should get there new cd any man in America :)

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Tags in life # 3

Haha listening to calling u by blue October and texting my beautiful girl love you babe <3 :-* anyways so I'm doing both things while I write this blog and I just was listening to the song and it reminded me of the days I think it was 3 maybe 1 anyways we spent it at my friends house and played halo and did other stuff but whenever I listen to calling u it reminds me of those 3 days the fun I had and playing halo listening to that song haha my friend and my brother playing Tony hawk American wasteland and waking up to hear them talk about there holy ground and see it so the tag is
#3 days at my friends house = good times :)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 12

Lmao I was trying to think of something to write in my blog but nothing came to mind so I decided I'd do this segment just to let my mind flow. So today's been good cause I've been talking to my beautiful girl :) and I think now I have an idea in my head if I can get what's in my head down on my next post it'll be about my girl. I'm listening to music while I'm writeing this the song is called help is on the way by rise against I like some of there songs do u like there songs let me know if u do. Ok something that made my day would be
1: just talking to my beautiful girl :) :D

Friday, December 9, 2011

Blacboxtv replys to my comment on Facebook

Lmao that is a long title but ya Tony replied to a post I put on blackboxtvs wall haha it made my day here's the pic :)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Tags in life # 2

Haha ok I got these worms days ago but they were good and I liked them so here's the tag


#sour gummy worms=good tasting happiness lmao

Monday, December 5, 2011

Continue the story # 1

Ok this is a game I made up basicly I'll start off the story with only ( one sentece ) then anyone can continue it with whatever they want but only I repeat ( one sentence )


One dark and stormy night I heard a noise.

Tags in life # 1

Haha this is the first of my new segment tags in life so here's what happend me and my friend went and got drinks they were so good and he told me I was hyper haha fun day oh and I've been texting my beautiful girl I love her :D <3

#soda = hyperness

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Bullshit blog update #11

Haha I haven't done one of theses in a long time I'm gona post this to Facebook so if u dont like the title of this segment oh well it's mine and I made it my first segment ok so today's been good I'm just a lazy butt haha just watched some funny stuff on YouTube and I want to try to make this segment funner so I'll list 1 thing that made my day
1: my girl talking to me I'll always love her :) <3
and I'm thinking of puting a new segment in here called continue the story I'll post one on fb and ppl can help I hope it's fun write a comment let me know if I should make that a segment

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

How a man should treat his girl

Haha thats a long title but it fits in my head and it jumps into what I want to talk about. Yes this is what I think on how guys should treat there girls or wife's it came to me during 3rd period. K so I think that
1: guys should always treat there girl with respect
2: they should trust there girl
3: they should spoil her treat her nice
4: buy her stuff like jewelry,dresses,lots of chocolate to if they like chocolate haha cause I know my mom loves that stuff
5: never flirt with other girls and make her jelous
6: make other girls jelous of her
7: always compliment her
8: never ever call her fat
9: give her ur trust
10: make her laugh and smile
11: comfort her when she's sad
12: be there for her to catch her if she falls
13: listen to her feelings
14: talk to her even on the phone not always text I call mine from time to time :)
15: rember her bday,favorite color ect
16: don't cheat on her
17: never abuse her
18: don't yell at her talk kindly to her
19: let her sleep in ur arms
20: always put her first I always put mine first
21: tell her how beautiful she is and how ur glad u found her and will never leave her
22: always let her know u love her
23: the one I think is most important and I had on my mind last night or in the afternoon when I let my girl snuggle Up to me or whatever u want to call it but what it is is never ever doubt her love for u I won't ever doubt my girls love for me I know she loves me and always will and I love her so much she makes my day :) so later I'll write about her on here tehe :D

Sunday, November 27, 2011

Ghost

Alright I just wanted to do this post cause I want to know how many ppl belive in ghost so let me know in the comments. Ok so I'll let u know if I belive in them or not. Yes I do belive In them sometimes but not all the time lie I know that's werid but it's just like oh ya they do exist yet they don't Idk I'll just say I more so belive in them

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Thanksgiving

Alright I decided I'd do a post on this so I'm gona post the stuff I'm thankful for u guys can do the same
1: I'm thankful for my nice famliy
2: I'm thankful for a roof over my head
3: I'm thankful for all my friends and famliy who care for me
4: I'm thankful I haven't killed myself and that I'm still alive
5: I'm thankful for my blog cause I can state my mind in it
6: I'm thankful for food
7: I'm thankful that I can watch blackboxtv haha had to add that
8: I'm thankful for my girlfriend who is so beautiful and nice I love her with all my heart :) <3

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Ugly and pretty

Ok I had no clue what to title this but oh well so ok me and my girl hung out yesterday and I noticed that both of us were siting there saying our hair was bugging us and we didn't look good. But truth is our hair did look ok and so did we like were not ugly at all I can say that about myself like no ones ugly ever not me and not u guys so this week I'd like to try saying positive stuff about myself and others and I'd like u guys to try the same. So right now I can say I'm a handsome man and my girlfriends a very sweet beautiful girl she has a shine to her eyes when I get her to smile and its cute :)

Saturday, November 19, 2011

Everyone

I've relized that everyone has problems and challenges not just me or u everyone has gone through pain,sadness,death of a loved 1,happiness and yes all these are hard but u just have to relize that u should ℵミ℣ミ℞ Ǥⅈ℣ミ ʊㄗ so I'm gona try not to give up 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

First vlog

Wow haha I actually made a vlog and put it on YouTube I hope I did good my comments on it are um 1 my hair was shit 2 u could tell I was looped up I didn't know what to say and the last and worst I was scared of the camra but oh well

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Old memories

U know what I hate so bad is when I can sit upstairs and just get lost in memories from last year. I see that I was happy with that girl that when I had her I was so stupid not to realize what I had. I actually had someone who made me happy,who cared for me,who loved me with all there heart and would never leave me but thinks happend and I lost her. But the thing is I want her back so bad that I'll love her no matter what I'll work on making myself better and geting me happy again and ya ill look back at those memories even though they might kill me. I just hope I'm strong enough not to let them kill me

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Ustream

Haha yes I made my own ustream my channel is Deadm15 I'll put some vids up maybe tonight but I took a pic on my app of it so here it is 

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

Life

Life it's about happeness and hardships test that ppl go through like me I'm in a test now I've been depressed for I think a month anyways even though these test may be hard stand tall and don't give up that's what I'm doing some strengths I have are writing what I feel in my blog,geting help from friends when I need it,and the last 1 I can think of is not giving up just telling myself I'm strong and that I can break through this and come out stronger so dont ever give up 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

When I go

I'm depressed ya and I don't tell ppl what I'm feeling cause I'm stubron and don't trust very many ppl but reasons why I'm depressed 1 my brother is an ass 2 I feel like most ppl don't even care to help me 3 I still love that girl and want her back but feel like that might not happen 4 this is the big 1 I regret the way I treated her everyday even though she said it's fine I feel like it's not I was really mean to her I didn't mean to hurt her and I don't want to anymore I do love her alot. But lately I've been thinking of cutting or killing myself so if I do when I die don't hold me back just let me go.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Why?

Why is it that when I look at the old photos of me and my ex I look so happy but ones I look at now I look sad and depressed? I'll tell u what I think I think it's cause I love her so much and had a great part of my life with her she made me so happy and I messed it up :'(

Tuesday, November 1, 2011

Monday, October 31, 2011

Snow patrol

This is a song I have on my favorites on YouTube it's sad but good

Check out this video on YouTube:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v-iGnYg4_M8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Happy Halloween

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And for Halloween I was the spawn of the devil haha I just wore all black if u want to tell me what u were in the comments

My halloween story

Darkness

One night I was walking all out on my own in the dark mad and cold. I had run away from home I could not take it anymore they treated me like shit. My dad had gotten drunk and hit me giving me a black eye but I've had worst then that I got a mark on my arm last week when he cut me. I stoped dead in my tracks as I heard the breathing behind me I turned to look I saw a shadow figure standing there. I walked on thinking maybe it'll leave me alone and go home. I turnd a coner and waited looked and the shadow was gone then I heard it call my name in a low deep voice. " Brice come here I just want to talk ". I started running I knew another way home anything would be better then this even my hell of a home. Minets pass as I'm running I'm geting closer to my house the shadow figure still behind me. Finally I get to my driveway I keep running finally to my front door reaching for the knob but before I can my head gets yanked back. I fall and hit my head hard on the ground I feel the blood in my hair. The dark shadow figure looks down at me and says " time to die " as it reaches and pulls out my heart.

Halloween bash

Haha this is how us gangsters on original gangsterz celebrate Halloween :)

Sunday, October 30, 2011

Just wrong

U know what I think is just wrong is when ur dad basicly jumps on u about stuff and makes u feel worthless 1 I wasn't even sad about just what he said I was sad cause my walls broke and I feel bad for what I did to the girl I love I regret what I did yet I feel like she wont forgive me I mean what do I do? Also my dad shouldn't of did what he did fact 1 it's iPod not phone fact 2 I'm depressed so ok dad go make it worse fact 3 I was yelling at someone on palringo for 1 night cause they wouldn't leave me alone and it was on my iPod not phone fact 4 I don't get on the Internet late at night haha I get on my ( iPod ) and chat with friends or write in my blog and I try to be quit fact 5 I don't have school everyday so I dont need to go to bed erlie and wake up erlie fact 6 my dad shouldn't have done what he did tonight so for as of now I don't trust the ppl in my house only me and I'm not gona take help from them or trust there word cause I'm done begging for help and not geting it so I'll trust and help myself ok and my walls broke again also not why I'm ok

Bullshit blog update # 10

Welcome to bullshit blog update haha I haven't done 1 of these in a long time ok so my morning went good but this afternoon not good cause I didn't even get any dinner no one told me when it was ready so I find that bullshit I'm like really pissed and sad right now. Anyways I'll try to do another bullshit blog update later if u are pissed about anything tell me in the comments

Pissed!

Yes I think it's ok for me to write this u know what I find it so stupid that I didnt get any dinner because ppl won't tell me when it's ready so fuck them!

Halloween special

Yes that's right I want to do a halloween special for my blog what I'm gona do is make a scary story and write it down then put it on here but what I also want to do is get 2 or 3 more ppl to write 1 and I will post there story up tomarow along with mine.

Excited

Haha I'm excited 1 of my questions will be answerd in a YouTube video I even took a pic of the message :)

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Trust

Trust do I have trust in ppl ya a few but mainly myself more so myself cause I haven't seen very man ppl stick there necks out for me not even god I mean why would he want to help a broken chiled like me? I can tell u Theres 2 answers to this either he is gona help me cause he loves me. Or he's gona let me suffer and watch so for now ppl I'm just letting u know I trust myself alot more then other ppl

Talking on skype

Lmao haha I'm talking on skype while I write this! XD

My crew

The crew I made on og is gods reapers I disbanded it though and merged with my friend og flip420 the best leader out there

My profile pic

This is the profile pic I made for my twitter

Strength

Strength I belive I have a bit in me do u? U ask how I have strength I have it cause I know I still love that girl no matter what I know I never should've done what i did to her treated her the way I did I caged her down I was scared shed cheat on me cause I listened to her ex and never talked to her about what he said when I should've I relize that now I realize alot of stuff now I see the way she thought and acted and I know what she did wasn't wrong it was right. Now even as a friend I hurt her and I regret it cause I know I was stupid and wrong haha yes she can have a tone sometimes but she's still nice and has a big heart. She's even stuck her neck out for me even though I've been mean to her and I thank her for that. How I have strength is now I understand her and feel and know that I will and can fix what I did plus she's beautiful and nice and I want to be there for her and never see her get hurt so I promise this to myself I will make things better. If u agree and have someone u love and have hurt and want to fix things with leave a comment.

Friday, October 28, 2011

Been to hell

Been to hell by Hollywood undead is awesome it got me so pumped up that I'm still pumped up haha! XD

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Nice things

Ok I just find this so werid and messed up why sometimes when ppl tell us nice things do we disagree and blow them off? I mean really I think whenever someone says something nice to us we should smile and take what they said as strength so I'm Gina try to do that this week u all should 2 if u disagree let me know

My ribs

Owwww my ribs freaking hurt! :(

Palringo

Palringos a fun app I'm yelling at some kid on it cause he won't shut up and back off so go download the app now and add me to ur contacts deadm15@hotmail.com

UGH!

UGH! I missed school and will now be failing 3 classes for first term

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

Awesome pic # 1

This is an awesome pic

When u feel alone

When u feel alone don't cry stand tall and say ur ok. When u feel alone don't give up on life cause ppl out there need u. When u feel alone don't say no to help say yes let ppl in and let them talk to u and help u. How do I know all this? I've been through it and am still going through it.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Deadm15 the reaper

Here's a little saying I made on font maker



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Monday, October 24, 2011

The way I feel

What am I just supoesed to always feel bad for what I did the way I treated her made her lose trust in me wrote mean stuff about her on my blog ya I agree ok it's assine but I feel bad I regret what I did and want to fix things with her prove that I'm sorry that I regret what I've done that I want her to know I'd do anything for her even take a bullet for her you know if I had her back I'd treat her right I'd protect her make her feel safe in my arms I would never let her go ever I'd stick my neck out for her and show everyone how much I truly honestly love this girl I've never loved a girl so much. She's the one I want the 1 my heart beats for my heart belongs to her no other girl

2 crews merge on orignal gangsters

Yes that's write my crew Gods Reapers merged with another crew 2 make it bigger better and badder so hell ya we rule and crush the reds so they bleed......red!

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 17

Welcome back yes I haven't done 1 of these in a while which I really don't care cause this is my blog thus I run it. Ok today was kinda good I gusse just boring and hard on me even tonight turned to shit ya I said it I just feel like I screwd up with her even tonight I feel bad for some post I put up here I was mad when I put them so thus I was wrong to put them up cause wait for it ( yes I'm an ass ) which I'm trying to fix that for my exex the 1 I truly and honestly love I'm sorry alright I feel bad for the way I've treated her and I want 2 fix that ok if u feel bad about something u can tell me in the comments if u want

Eyes filled with love

There's this kid I know he's got this girl he loves u want to know how I can tell? Well 1 he thinks about her everyday and every night 2 he talks about her and still has pics of them even though there not together 3 he feels sorry for the way he treated her when he had her he regrets what he did and wishes he could fix it but he can't 4 he loves her no matter what and is sorry 5 the thing that catches me the most his eyes are filled with love for her cause every time he sees her his eyes shine. I look up 2 that kid and hope he can fix things with her. I wish him the best

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Not my night

Ok so erlier I felt sad like I feel lonely like my lifes crashing like I'm breaking I just feel like I need help any ideas leave it in the comments

Friday, October 21, 2011

Thursday, October 20, 2011

My badass name!

Here's my badass name
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Writing less?

Yes I know I don't write as much as I used to that's cause I'm busy so for now I'm Gina write less till I'm not busy

Sunday, October 16, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 16

Ok welcome yes I haven't done this alot now 1 cause my pills make me tired 2 cause I'm busy with stuff. Anyways today was good I got my crew up to tire 6 and were still going on gw my army is almost up to tire 9 hell ya! Ok I had a dream about my ex last night I did not like it I woke up sad hurt and scared cause I knew if I have more they will tear me apart. Qestion do u hate bad dreams?

Halloween

Heck yes I can't wait for Halloween this year blackboxtv is Gona have a special for the urban legends it looks fucking awesome go check there channel out

Friday, October 14, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 15

Sorry guys I didn't post the last 2 nights cause I was busy with my crew Gods Reapers were fucking awesome lmao I have 215 followers on twitter today was good I got to hug my girlfriend :) ok qestion do u like hugs? I do sometimes

Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 14

Welcome lmao ok so I joind my crew in palringo it's Hella fun in there we just chat u know ok I also have 166 followers on twitter and I'm gona get more ok I almost knocked some kid out cold today cause he knocked himself into me but I got to hug my girl :) which made my day but she's sick and didnt look to happy I hope she gets better ok qestion is there a person that makes ur day? Mine Is my girlfriend :)

Monday, October 10, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 13

Welcome are u guys happy yes I did bullshit blog update today lmao I have no clue when I'll do the next one ok guys I do have some ideas for new segments so we will see how it works um today was good I told my girlfriend I love her in person again :) guys she makes me so happy I wish I could just hold her in my arms and kiss her anyways qestion if u have a gf or bf do they make u happy? Tell me either way but mine makes me happy I'll say why later :)

Bullshit blog update # 9

Welcome to a new bullshit blog update lmao I know u guys have been waiting a long time for it so here it is yes my twitter has more followers then my blog on here I have 6 that I can see and on twitter 116 so far if ud like to follow me just search up Deadm15 um dinner was good today on the bus I said I'd dress in all black paint my finger nails black and say I'm the spawn of the devil lmao it'll be fun qestion would u do that? I would lmao

90

Lmao yes I have 90 followers on twitter thank u guys :)

Nos

The Nos I drank lmao there's u a pic u people who whine and say I need pics 1 thing ( don't tell me how to run my blog )

Sunday, October 9, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 12

Welcome yes all u can see on my list is this well I've been busy so u might only see this for a few weeks but oh well it kinda recaps my day so today was good my girlfriend is ok :) I made a tumblr heck ya so if u want to follow me on there just look up my blog under Never afraid to die ok I'll probley have a new pic tomarow qestion any ideas on what I can talk about with my gf? If u have any pleas tell me in the comments thank u

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 11

Welcome yes guys I write less cause I have a life and stuff to do um people have been trying to start shit with me today's been boring my girl hasn't text me I miss her I hope tomarow she text me ok qestion would u date online? I wouldn't it's stupid

Friday, October 7, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 10

Welcome I'm watching supernatural season 1 while I write this it's good my favorite episode is about the scare crow lmao I'm tired today was good I finally told my girlfriend I love her in person :) qestion is there a person u truly love? Tell me in the comments

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 9

Welcome yes I did give my biggest shout out today which is so true cause blackboxtv is the best on YouTube everyone should subscribe to them and follow them on twitter like me they rule! Also so does blue October ok today was good not the morning but the rest was good :) tomarow I'm gona tell my gf I love her in person ok qestion do u guys think I should full on kiss her tomarow? Tell me in the comments

Biggest shout out ever!

This shout out is for blackboxtv they do horror there director is named Tony lmao his stuff scares me wich makes it the best out there keep up the great work Tony and blackboxtv u guys are the best!

Ask a qestion # 6

Welcome ask any qestion u want but just 1

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 8

Ok guys yes I know I don't write on here much anymore the reason why is cause I'm busy ok so I'm Gina try to give u guys 2 bullshit blog updates tomarow anyways today was good I saw my gf I still haven't told her I love her in person so I feel bad :( what do I do? Ok and the other day some kid was tired so I'm like I can wake u up by slapping u or knock u out cold and then you'll wake up not tired lmao he smiled anyways qestion what makes u laugh? Answer both questions in the comments

Any man in America

Guys blue Octobers having a tour for there new cd any man in America go to there websites and buy the tickets

My twitter

Here's my twitter u can follow me on there I'm Deadm15

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 7

Welcome ok if there's whiners out there thinking oh my god deadm15 why haven't u done an ask a qestion or bullshit blog update?! It's cause I'm lazy and or busy guys duh I have a life calm down ok I haven't told my gf I love her in person yet but I will tomarow ok qestion do u guys have any advice for me with my gf? And ps I'll try to do ask a qestion and bullshit blog update tomarow k guys

Monday, October 3, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 6

Welcome ok I didn't post today cause I've been busy yes I have a life other then my blog so I think tomarow I'll do an ask a qestion and bullshit blog update but we'll see today was way good even in the morning :) I love my girlfriend so much comment me telling me how your day went

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 5

Welcome lmao hmm I have done an ask a qestion or bullshit blog update in a long time so I think I might do both or one of those tomarow anyways today was good the only part that sucks is my phone is messed up so I can't text my girlfriend tonight and yes I made a twitter so if u want to know what it is tomarow I'll put up a post telling u guys qestion I'm thinking of starting up would u rather on my blog do u guys think I should? Tell me in the comments

The cat with hands

Lmao the cat with hands is a good video it's on YouTube go check it out it's kinda cool and funny not scary at all

Really?

Really did I just make a twitter after I've been dissing it so much because yes wtf is the point for twitter? I mean really and now I'm just on it for orignal gangsterz but I gusse I'll tweet sometimes to not a whole lot if u guys want to follow me let me know in the comments

Saturday, October 1, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 4

Welcome alright so today was good but boring I'm tired but oh well I texted my girl alot and will be watching horror movies tomarow my favorite one would have to be the new Friday the 13th qestion what's your favorite horror movie? Tell me in the comments

Dex

Dexterboy I think that's his YouTube channel or dex anyways go check him out he's good :)

Friday, September 30, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 3

Hello welcome to this segment yes I'm Gona try to do this every night but we'll see how it works anyways today was good except for lunch for a bit I was mad and just wanted to yell at my ex and her dumb friends cause there all stupid there all wrecking there lives but oh well if they don't care nither should I anyways when my girlfriend came and got me then I was happy and again I'm listening to the raido while writing this so qestion is there someone and or an ex u hate and want to yell at? Mine is yes my ex lmao

Rise against

Rise against is also another good band I'm listening to them right now go check out there songs on YouTube

Into the ocean

Into the ocean by blue October is a good song go check it out now!

Thursday, September 29, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 2

Welcome so again I'm tired I'm listening to my music while I listen to this yes I was sad erlier but now I'm not cause I didn't let it get me down I talked to my girlfriend and smiled I love her so much :) anyways today was pretty good the only thing that sucked is I only got 2 hours of sleep so I just slept till 6:30 after school ok qestion what cool apps do u guys have on your iPod or iPhone? Tell me in the comments

Hidden

When u feel like u want to cry don't hide it hide that your sad put hate in your eyes that way the person that hurt u won't be able to hurt u even more cause crying weakens people and hate makes them seem strong that way u can make the person who hurt u pay for what they did and they can't hurt u that's how I feel right now

YouTube

There's some cool channels on YouTube but I won't name them all here yes I have my own channel but no videos yet maybe I'll put some up later and yes it's under the same name but for now here's a shout out to askcharlie lmao it's funny check it out now!

Wednesday, September 28, 2011

Deadm15s late night blog updates # 1

Welcome to my new segment lmao I won't say the title cause it's to long anyways I wanted to do this cause I need more segments in my blog and with these kind I can just do my own random kinda shit anyways so I'm like tired right now I've been laughing tonight so that's good and I'm still with my girl so I'm happy hopefully I can keep her happy and smiling um anyways no qestion tonight just tell me if u like this segment or not in the comments

Twitter?

What's the whole point of twitter like it sounds like it's just a place for people who are bored to sit there and tell u what there doing like I'm just siting,or I just took a crap,or I just made tacos it's like really I'm sure some people out there in this world don't want to read your life story I wouldn't I'd either ignore the person or tell them to shut the heck up anyways I've been thinking about making a twitter so u guys can follow me on there but idk is it worth it? What do u guys think should I make one so u guys can follow me on there? Tell me in the comments

Limits

People have limits k no matter what u say it's true even I have limits like my friend in his relationship I saw that his girlfriend cheated on him he took her back and then she was pushing him to have a baby with her which he was not ready for or just didn't want kids then before they broke up she pushed him to buy her an engagement ring he wasn't ready for that either so he did something stupid which was cheating on her cause he had been pushed to his limit. Now me with my ex I lost trust in her and kinda screwed it up but she pushed me to my limit and did it again she sits there and says i'm immature yet her and her friend make fun of me and my girlfriend I ignore it but I think there immature so she's pissing me off also cause she had her and her other friends single me out so ya I've been pushed to my limit and am pissed

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Fact about Deadm15 # 1

This is my new segment were u all will learn one fact about me that way u can kinda get to know me so fact # 1 I am 6 feet tall lmao there u go now leave me one fact about u in the comments

Bullshit blog update # 8

Welcome to bullshit blog update lmao I haven't done one of these in a long time anyways like I said school and life is good I got a new girlfriend so I'm happy :) if u guys have any ideas for new segments I should put on my blog pleas leave it in the comments and I'll see what I can do alright guys qestion what's your favorite tv show? Tell me in the comments

Monday, September 26, 2011

Cool pics # 1

This is a cool pic I found

Spamers

I hate spamers are they good no all they do is spam u like this hi,hi,hi,hi,hi,hi they do it over and over till either your email is messed up or your phone like mine that's why I always have to get it fixed is cause people don't know how to stop spamming me so if u know my phone number and read my blog pleas never text my phone again I'm geting sick of it and would like to only text my girlfriend thank u and good bye

Supernatural

Supernatural is my favorite show except I haven't been able to see any of the new episodes cause my cw app doesnt have them yet when it does then I can see them anyways go check it out on the cw 30 it's good

Hate me

Hate me by blue October it's a really good song go check it out now!

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Death

Death he wears a black rope black as can be,he has no skin he's nothing but bone,he has no eyes he wears a mask a black one that looks like a skull it's metal and blood drips from it red dark blood thick,death is coming to get u so watch your back

The chills

The chills by blue October is a good song go check it out now!

Ask a qestion # 5

Welcome to ask a qestion go ahead ask me any qestion u want

Saturday, September 24, 2011

New pic

This is another skull pic that I like

True friends

True friends stick with u no matter what,they are there when u need them by your side,they never give up on u,they always tell u to try new things,they tell u you can do anything that your the best,they'll never leave u,they'll stick up for u,hug u when u need a hug. I thought I had one of these friends last night and turns out I didn't they left me and are gona start stuff with me well I say bring it but it's bullshit and fuck them cause they can fuck off!

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Ask a qestion # 4

Lmao welcome to another ask a qestion go ahead ask me whatever u want :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Love

You know what I think love is it's when u care for someone and won't leave them and if u did stuff that would hurt u and be bad like drugs you'd quit for the one u love not keep doing it cause it makes u happier then the person u with if that person makes u happy then stop that stuff if they ask don't chose other stuff over them y should chose them after famliy though and never,cheat on them,make them cry or hit them u should,love and care for them,be there when they need u,make them laugh and smile most of all trust and show your love for them

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 7

Tomarow I won't be at school for lunch cause I have to see the doctors and today was kinda good I gusse just wish I could have another butter finger and a monster lmao oh sorry I forgot to say welcome to bullshit blog update but oh well what do u want to drink and eat right now? Tell me in the comments

Monday, September 19, 2011

Dyed hair

Yes I dyed my hair blue/black :) it looks good

Butter finger # 2

Lmao I finally got my butter finger there so good get them

Butter finger

Lmao I'm in the mood for a butter finger and monster right now butter fingers my favorite candy bar what's yours? Tell me in the comments

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Who is Deadm15?

Hmm Deadm15 is me is it my real name um no duh it's my nick name. Will u tell us your real name on here? No I will not sorry I do not want people knowing my real name so just deal with my cool nick name Deadm15 what are u like Deadm15 um I don't answer that in this when a ask a qestion segment comes up then ask what u want Thank u that's all

Heart

I still have a heart,I still care for people,I am still nice to people and can be a good friend I still have feelings for my ex and love her and will always be there for her if she needs me and I'd do anything to get back with her and will still be her friend no matter what now it's your turn if u still have a heart do what I did in the comments if u have a heart?

94.9 zrock

This is the best station out there lmao listen to it

Need a monster

Lmao I need a monster I think I'm Gina start drinking those things again

Ask a qestion # 3

Lmao hello today you get to ask me a qestion that I'll answer so go ahead ask now

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Sorry

I hate this I sit there and had a bad day the other day was mean to a good friend wich I feel very bad for and I've said sorry but they won't forgive me what do I do? I feel really bad and mean my sorry

Bullshit blog update # 6

Welcome to bullshit blog update lmao I think I'm Gona do a second on today anyways as u can see I made any army and am happy about it lmao um today's been boring like heck all I've done is stayed home and played og and gw qestion what did u guys do today tell me in the comments

Army

Lmao heck yes I finally made my own army on global war called Death15 and I already have 3 members :) and here's a pic of it

Monster

Monster energy drinks rock there awsome get one or 2 now and drink them lmao :)

Boring day

Lmao this day seems boring what should I do leave me a comment telling me what I should do

Friday, September 16, 2011

Crews on orignal gangster

Lmao I left my old crew cod for a better one that gives alot of gifts :)

Favorite song

Ok guys u all know my favorite band is blue October well I'm Gona tell u what my favorite song is by them it is say it it's helped me through tough times and still has like right now get the album approaching normal it's way good :) and qestion what's your favorite song by what band

Pics

Do I really need pics on this thing to make it easy for u guys to read um I think not that's bull u should be able to read this blog just fine without ( pics ) but for the baby's out there who tell me to put up a pic I will so you'll keep reading but for people in the futer pleas do not tell me how to run my blog it is my blog not your guys thank u

Bad day

Idk today's just been a bad day it seems like none of my friends ever want to hang with me

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 5

Welcome to bullshit blog update pleas sit back and listen to my bullshit lmao anyways idk I kinda wanted to do a bullshit blog update before tomarow wich I might do one tomarow I might not and if I don't u have to deal with it cause this is my segment and I do what I want with it ok anyways kinda been a bad week can't wait till the weekend I hope it's better lmao ok lmao this is the longest bullshit blog update so far um qestion do u like doctors? Tell me in the comments

I hate doctors

Here's why I hate doctors 1 the shot in the butt when I was little 2 when I broke my arm and had to be in there for a long time 3 when they give me a certain medicine and I throw it up and the last one I hate the most when they put me to sleep

First pic

Lmao someone said a pic would give my blog more color so here it is :)

Followers

Thank u to the 4 people that are following it makes me happy :) tell your friends about my blog and tell them how to follow for u people who don't know I'll tell u right now go to followers click on it hit follow publicy then your done :) I probley spelled the last word wrong lmao

Pizza for dinner

Lmao had pizza for dinner I love pizza my favorites peperoine what's yours? Tell me in the comments also tell me if u like pizza or not

Missing school

Lmao I had to stay home from school cause I'm sick and my brother missed today to cause he couldn't get his lazy butt out of bed lmao but yet he blames it on me people out there it's your own job to get yourself up not anyone else's if u agree leave me a comment lmao :)

Blogger app

Lmao got myself a blogger app but I don't know if I like it or not

Blue October

Join blue octobers street team on fancorps here's my link http://fcrps.me/9p thank u

Friends

This is bullshit I'm pissed people leave me as friends it's like u know what u promised you'd be my friend that you'd never leave me and then what happens u leave the person now if u ask me I'll I have to say is that's mean and wrong so people out there when u promise to stay as someone's friend keep your promise don't break it and hurt the person

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

My logo

Lmao just wanted to tell u about my logo if your wondering what it is it's always at the top of my blog yes ( never afraid to die )I like it it fits me if u don't like it oh well I'm keeping it cause I like it but if u like it leave it in my comments thank u

Blue Octobers new album heck ya!

Have u heard of blue Octobers new album what's that u haven well u should go check out there site it'll tell u about it all there other albums have been good so far so I bet and know this one will be to cause it looks awsome these guys rock so check them out and listen to there music :)

Happy

I'm happy I get to now promote stuff for the greatest band out there blue October I will be puting links up later for there stuff anyways go to there site and if u have the money pleas buy there tickets thank u :) blue Octobers awsome

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Bullshitblog update # 4

Welcome to bullshit blog update lmao so today was kind of a good day and kinda not but anyways watched some yo mama jokes on YouTube there funny also I have 50 store credits now in my fancorps so I can buy stuff if I want to anyways what band do you like? Comment telling me and mine is blue October that's who I support on fancorps :)

Bad day

Ok so I had a bad day yesterday it wasn't good all I have to say is try not to have bad days be happy and smile lmao :) and I think I'm Gina do a bullshit blog update today he'll ya!

Monday, September 12, 2011

Ask a qestion # 2

Ask me any random qestion lmao

Random blog

Ok for the people who don't know what this blog is about basically it's just random bullshit I put up lmao so follow or don't follow your choice

Home sick lmao

Lmao as the title says I'm home sick so I'm not at school sucks I gusse lmao :)

Sunday, September 11, 2011

2 followers so far :)

Lmao I already have to followers that makes me happy :) if u have checked this blog out and read it pleas follow I'll tell u how just go to followers click on it and hit follow publicly thank u

Bullshit blog update # 3

Lmao welcome to bullshit blog update # 3 this is my segment were yes u guessed it I talk about bullshit lmao wich means just anything at random like right now anyways comment if u would like me to do openings for bullshit blog update hmm let's see well I got a 2 liter of mountain dew that's the qestion comment telling me your favorite drink mines mountain dew lmao :)

Spelled that name wrong lmao

Sorry I spelled it wrong I mean getto king lmao

My new nickname/# 4

K so so far I have Deadm15 Deadman Deadm so this is Gona be my # 4 nick name is ghetto king :) it just came to me last night and sounds good to me lmao if u don't like it oh well I like it :)

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Will be giveing my self a second name tomarow :)

I will be giveing myself a second name tomarow that u guys can call me by some people call me Deadman or Deadm but I wanted another one to get known by so be on tomarow to find out lmao :)

Promoting stuff # 2

If u like rap check out this guys music its good :) here's the link reverberation.com/konflickt

Ask a qestion # 1

Tis is a new thing were I will let u ask me one or 2 questions that's it so whatever u want to know ask now :)

Feeling kinda better

I'm feeling kinda better the only thing I now have is a stuffed nose and a sore throught oh well I've lived and members of death15 pleas helP in geting more members death15 rules :)

Friday, September 9, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 2

Lmao I will not do the bullshit blog update every day only once in a while unless I feel like doing it every day but we will see anyways if u hate school comment and tell me why u hate it I hate it because it's stupid and boring and some kids can be mean but oh well I go on and hold my head up high and if u want to chat with me on my temp email then here it is deadn15@hotmail.com make sure to be happy and laugh lmao :)

Promoting stuff # 1

Go to ituns store search iw first on list get it it's only 99 cents :)

Promoting stuff for u :)

I will promote stuff for u if u follow my blog and tell your friends to follow to if u want me to promote soething for u just send me an email for right now at my main email deadm15@hotmail.com :)

Feeling sick

My throught hurts today so I'm feeling sick and gang members of death15 pleas don't kick my members unless I tell u to thank u and death15 rules

Thursday, September 8, 2011

Bullshit blog update # 1

Lmao this will be a new thing on my blog were I'll talk about random stuff and ask a random qestion so today was pretty interesting if u want to know why leave a comment asking me why it was and my favorite food is peperoine pizza what's yours? Leave it in the comments

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Orignal gangster and famers

All I have to say is I hate famers and being famed it's like when someone says pleas stop faming me just stop faming them if I famed someone and they asked me to stop I would so famers out there when someone says stop pleas stop thank u and death15 rules

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Im excited to have this blog :)

Idk why but I'm just excited to have this blog if anyone reads this blog pleas follow me and here's a shout out to Shanedawsontv he makes funny videos that make me laugh lmao :)

Monday, September 5, 2011

Boring night :(

This nights just boring it's a sad one I saw red ridding hood kinda liked it kinda didnt but oh well leave a com telling ne if you've seen it and what u thought if it anyways I probley have to get a new phone but maybe I'll get a better one and agin my gang death15 is at war and death15 rules I need a hug this night sucks :(

New day and feeling kinda better :)

Woke up this morning lmao still tired but oh well I don't feel sick anymore and gang members of deadth15 when u read this I'm letting u know we are now at war so fight as hard as u can and Death15 rules also heres a shout out to smosh they make good funny videos

Sunday, September 4, 2011

This day ugh

Ugh this day just sucks I'm upset and feel sick and like I might pass out right now but oh well I go on and try to smile I will soon create an email to talk to all u gangsters and my gang members on here if u read my blog now I'll try to keep it updated anyways I'm kinda feeling sick :( Death15 rules though lmao

Original gangster and famers

Original gangster is fun but I hate famers if u do to like this post :)