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Monday, December 31, 2012

A picture to brighten your day #5

Would u buy those cakes?

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Bullshit blog update #75

So this week has been ok I just miss my baby girl. Sent her a text this morning I hope it put a smile on her face. So this year is almost 2 a close. I plan on making next years post better I am going 2 keep some segments and those are.
Deadm15s late night blog update
Bullshit blog update.
So all those should definitely keep me busy and u guys entertained. :)

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Nightmares #12

This nightmare started off with a news reporter telling all of Utah that a giant lake was going to melt and flood us leaving us in darkness for awhile. Then he said something like I ask u all if u quit when world crisis like this come around, don't say u don't cause u have. Basicly he says we quit at a lot of stuff but quiting at that stuff can help us. Some of what he said stuck with me.

Friday, December 28, 2012

I AM FROM: part 5 ( making friends )

I am from making friends and helping people with depression. I like to make new friends and help people with depression. I figure I can help them since i've been through a lot of it.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Nightmares #11

So this is a recent nightmare I had. In this 1 I guess we learn about other planets with ppl and 1 planet goes inside another 1 but then the planet it's in gets burned by a sun so everyone inside them dies. Before it ended our sun was going to burn us.

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Nightmares #10

It's been a long time since i've had nightmares but 1 hit me around 10 to 11 that has stayed on my mind so i'll write it down.

In this 1 there is this really short kid and this big 1 who is a jerk. He beats up on this little kid, I end up becoming friends with the kid. This nightmare ended with the little kid finally tearing the jerks head of.

Sunday, December 23, 2012

New necklace

This is the necklace my baby girl got for me. I love it :). She has the other half of it

Friday, December 21, 2012

Bullshit blog update #74

So today has been an amazing day got to spend most of it with my baby girl and we gave eachother our Christmas presents. I love what she got me it's a necklace and it's half a heart she has the other half. So I'm gonna wear it everyday so I can be reminded of her :). Might post a picture of it later.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Bullshit blog update #73

Today has been really good :). Even though the end of school pissed me off it was still good. No new reviews till January so Idk what I'm gonna be posting on here. Might just post links to videos.

Monday, December 17, 2012

Nightmares #9

This nightmare is a recent 1 I had just barley that i've now had twice.

The dream involves murders and some chick who survives them. Every time she goes home to some old lady. The old lady always has a line or something she says and then u just hear childrens laughter right as they start yelling at eachother. 

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Saturday, December 15, 2012

Bullshit blog update #72

Today has been good I got to hear my baby girls voice :). Now I'm just sitting upstairs listening 2 some blue October writing this and thinking. I don't have much post planed but I should have a new featuring out for new comic day and 2 reviews 1 for Shane Dawsons Christmas music video maybe this Christmas and maybe 1 for all of silver wood.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 9

This episode starts off with introducing bloody faces son. Lona finds out that she's pregnant and tries to kill the baby but the demon won't let her. Sister Jude is now a patient in the asylum. Dr. Arden finally sees the aliens kit walker was talking about. Bloody face escapes so does the evil Santa. Dr. Arden decides to kill kit walker to bring the aliens back.

Monday, December 10, 2012

Bullshit blog update #71

Today has been really good :) got to see my baby girl and made her smile a lot. It always makes my day just to see her beautiful smile :D. I'm also re watching season from my favorite shows on YouTube I decided that i'll be sharing them on here soon.

Sunday, December 9, 2012

Nightmares #8

So the most recent nightmare I had was of me going to some big manchion and getting lost in it everybody got murderd in it.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 9 citizen fang

The episode starts off with a vampire kill. Martin a hunter Sam hired has been keeping tabs on Benny. Dean finds out Benny is not the 1 killing the ppl it's another vampire that wants Benny to help him start up a new nest. Benny kills the vampire and Martin. The episode ends with amila finding Sam.

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 8

This episode starts off with Santa killing a family. Sister Jude tries to kill the demon that has imprisoned 1 of her nuns but gets caught. Dr. Arden helps this demon with it's plan to kill sister Jude. The demon releases the evil Santa. Kit and the news reporter capture bloody face. The episode ends with sister Jude killing the evil Santa.

Monday, December 3, 2012

Bullshit blog update #70

Today has been really good :). Got to see my baby girl today. Also got a new picture of her. I got a new editor over the weekend that I really like. I'll share some pictures I've done on it. Um tried sleeping earlyer but can't cause of the nightmares. Really beginning to hate those things. Oh I'm really excited for this Wednesday :D

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Nightmares #7

So i've had a few nightmares that I've wanted to write down their probably gonna be short but oh well. The first 1 is of me seeing a grave but I can't see who's it is. The other 1 is of someone pulling a gun out on me.

Saturday, December 1, 2012

Silver wood episode 7

Watch "Liam - BlackBoxTV" on YouTube
This is 1 of my favorite episodes Tony V created and directed this 1. Please subscribe to their channel and check out their facebook page at www.facebook.com/blackboxtv enjoy :)

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 8 hunter heroici

The episode starts off with a mans heart jumping out of his chest. Cass turns off his link to heaven cause he's afraid to see what he caused. Cass Sam and Dean investigate the werid happenings. They find out that a doctor is using 1 of their dads old friends who is a physic. The episode ends with Cass staying 2 watch over him for a few days.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 7

This episode starts off with Grace almost dying. Some guy in the asylum summons an angle of death or something, which the demon does not like. The news reporter escapes bloody face, only to get in a wreck and end up back in the asylum. Sister Jude learns that the girl she ran over never died. Kit walker is inisant and gets away. The episode ends with kit walker saving Grace only to see her get shot.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

A picture to brighten your day

So I decided to start this up idk if I will share 1 every day I haven't decided. The caption for this picture is

Well she's stupid

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 6

The episode starts off with bloody face calling the police in this year and letting them know that he killed imposters at the broken down asylum. Then it goes back 2 the time when the asylum was running and u get to hear why bloody face is the way he is, his mother left him so he never felt her touch. Dr. Ardan is really a nazi named hans Cooper, him and the man who run the asylum do test on the patients, but they go terribley wrong. Sister Jude gets fired from the asylum to go somewhere else. The man she hired to find out about Dr. Arden gets killed by one of the nuns. Kit is in prison and will be set on the chair. The news reporter almost dies but saves herself by pretending to be bloody faces mother. The episode ends with bloody face finding his new victim.

Nightmares #6

Last night I fell asleep on the couch and of course I hadn't taken my pills so I had nightmares. The only 1 I remember is about me dying. In this dream I was sitting in a chair somehow I could see myself, my skin was decaying slowly, I was dying slowly. And that's all I got out of it before I woke up around 1:40

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Bullshit blog update #69

Haven't written in awhile cause I'm having a hard time thinking of stuff to write about but I figured I'd do this and let u know what's up. There will only be 1 review this week for American horror story all the other ones will be next week. I have 1 new person I feature on here and that would be my friend Eric. Him and his friend write amazing comic strips u can check them out by going to www.newcomicday.net also check out my friends facebook page at www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay they both would love the support :)

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 7 a little slice of Kevin

The episode starts off with a little boy being taken away by a demon. Dean starts seeing castile. Kevin and his mom are in hiding so his mom gets desperate and hires a witch to make demon bombs. The witch ends up telling craloy were they are. All the ppl that were taken after prophets but don't know it yet. Castile returns to help Sam and Dean,  he shows Dean that he pulled away cause he needed to stay in purgatory. The episode ends with castile going to heaven to do their biding without him knowing or remembering the conversations

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 5

This episode was great had a lot ofv twist and turns that I wasn't expecting. Sister Jude still thinks the doctor is a Nazi. The lady who thinks she's Ann Frank is actually named charlotte. Kit ends up not losing the ability to have kids but the chick does. She also gets abducted by aliens the same ones that took alma. The news reporter gets taken to bloody faces home. Sister Jude becomes a whore again. The episode ends with charlotte finding out her husband is secretly a Nazi.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Featuring: new comic day #1

This will be for my friend Eric and his friends who make these comic strips. Been reading them and I actually enjoy them :). I forgot what number I'm on but if you'd love to check their stuff out go to www.newcomicday.net

Monday, November 12, 2012

Nightmares #5

So last night I didn't take my pills to see if it'd stop me from breaking out in hives as of now I don't know if it causes it or not. Last night the nightmares decided they'd come and ruin my sleep. Pretty much just had dreams about death. When I woke up I spaced out a lot today cause I couldn't get them 2 leave my head. Oh well I guess if it's not my pills then i'll take them tonight and sleep better but if it is Idk what i'll do. Might just have to live with the nightmares.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 8 the end of silver wood

The episode starts of with a news report explaining the freak storm that has caused fires in silver wood. The blackbox recorder displays the 4th person responsible for the collapse Christiana. The ghost inside of Liam explain what they are and that Liam is a doorway and that if he don't die then Christiana will. Christiana says she's ready but the spirits are not they end up killing or taking her away. Liam is finally able to come out he calls for Alex who is under his bed, he tells Alex how 2 kill him so she does. Alex is then interviewed about what went on she explains everything and gets to leave freely and see her girlfriend. The episode/season ends with one of the scientist from S.E.E examing the blackbox recorder to see what happend.

Thus ends silver wood congrats to Tony V,  BreeEssrig,  the blackboxtv crew and many others who made this season turn out well.

Saturday, November 10, 2012

I AM FROM part 4 ( editing photos )

I am from taking and editing photos. I've edited some photos for some famous people I even got one of my photos featured on a facebook page. I've had the creator of BlackBoxTv aka Tony V tell me he likes the photos I edit. When I take and edit pictures they are mainly portrait types.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 6 southern comfort

This episode starts off with some lady killing her husband over taking an ex to prom. Garth returns in this episode to help sam and Dean. Tensions are getting high between Sam and Dean. The ghost that poses ppl is an evenging spirit called the unknown soldier. They find out some kids took an old penie from his tomb. Dean gets aholed of the penie and goes after Sam Garth stops Dean before he can kill Sam. The episode ends with Sam letting Dean know that if he doesn't get over everything Sam will.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 4

The episode starts of with a new patent being admitted into the asylum. When she sees the doctor she claims 2 be Ann Frank. The news reporter lady decideds she wants 2 get out so the psychiatrist has her do simpl stuff to try and fix her. Meanwhile kit and that one chick end up having sex in the kitchen. They both get put into isolation. While in isolation kit finds out what really happend 2 the chick the night her dad and step mom died. The episode ends with Ann Frank finding the whore turning into a cannibal.

Monday, November 5, 2012

Review: Proxy

This is a story about slender man. Mike Diva directed it u can check it out by going 2 blackboxtv on YouTube. Vincent is haunted by nightmares of slender man. His girlfriend or wife doesn't believe that the dreams are true. Vincents sister tags him in pictures that have the slender man in them when Vincent shows them 2 his girlfriend it disapres. Vincent starts 2 go crazy when his girlfriend comes to see him they somehow end up in the woods. Slender man/Vincent kills his girlfriend. This ends with it showing her body ripped apart and her organs back in her but in bags.

Sunday, November 4, 2012

Bullshit blog update #68

So today was good went to church for a baby blessing. I swear almost everyone that bore their testimonies teard up I don't think it's supposed 2 be like that. But I hung out at my friends house on Friday and had fun :). I got fed good food I also learnd that I suck at chess but I'd definitely go over again. I got 2 talk 2 my girlfriend last night also got to hear her voice which made me happy :). <3

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 7 Dark Angels

This episode starts of with Katrina doing a silver wood archives update she announces that the em filed now covers all of silver wood and all of the residents are starting 2 feel the effects. Muder, mutations, ect. Katrina captures Liam and uses him 2 bring out the thing that's inside of him out. The episode ends with her announcing that she is a descendent of the silver wood blood line asking for the thing 2 show her who it was.

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 5 blood brother

This episode starts off with Deans friend from purgatory ( Benny ) who is a vampire goes on a hunt to kill his nest and maker. Dean has 2 come and help him. Sam gets some time to reflect on the past year without Dean. Dean ends up calling Sam for help. The episode ends with Sam meeting Benny Dean tells him not to kill him and Sam is pissed

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 3

The episode starts off with the chick and her husband dieing from pranktesrs that dress up ass bloody face. One of the sisters is posed by a demon, the demon kills a Mexican lady in this.  The doctor is upset after the demon talked to him the way she did. The head of the asylum gets drunk cause her memories are hunting her. Walker, his friend, and the reporter try to escape but they don't make it out cause in the woods they find cannibals. The episode ends with the whore getting her legs chopped off.

Its a new kind of evil, it's complete darkness

What lies deep in the depths of my mind? Is it human? No it's something worse it's a darker part of me one I can't control or talk to. It lies and waits for something of that something I have no clue. The deeper I go to try and reach it the darker it gets. It's a new kind of evil it's complete darkness and it lives inside me.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Nightmares #4

This will probably be short

Anyways i've been on good pills that have actually helped with my nightmares only at night though. In the mornings they make me sick and dizzy. I notice that when their not in my system I have nightmares when I doze off like today in seminary I was dozing off and when I moved my hand it scared the shit out of me cause I thought I saw or claw something like that.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #6

Heres another photo by Jezzyka. If u want 2 be cool like her facebook page at www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Bullshit blog up #67

The week has been good been talking 2 my girl which makes me happy :). I haven't posted as much as I wanted to this month but I still think I have some good content out. I have a few post planed for Halloween I don't know if i'll get them all on here but i'll try. I have a video that i'll probably have out later today so be watching for that. I hope u guys like the post up cause I actually like what i've done with this blog now

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 6 the message


This is the 6th episode in silver wood final recordings. In this episode catrina lets Dr J more know that S.E.E let him leave with a sample of subject 2. He killed himself 2 save his son. Alex mom uses Liam as a host 2 dilver an important message. "Nothing dead leaves" this episode ends with S.E.E catching Liam

Friday, October 26, 2012

I AM FROM part 3 ( my mind )

I am from always thinking and being in my mind. I think cause it helps me come up with ideas. I'm always in my mind cause it helps me get away from the world for a bit, even when I talk to people I'm thinking and inside my mind.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 4 bitten

In this episode this kid wants 2 make a movie his friend finds a girl and she moves in with them. Michael gets bitten by a werewolf and becomes 1 himself. The original werewolf was his history teacher Michaels friend has the teacher bite him. Sam and Dean kill the teacher Michael gets killed by his friend who turns Michaels girlfriend into a werewolf. She ends up killing him and leaves a video telling Sam and Dean 2 give her a chance. The episode ends with her walking away on train tracks

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 2

This episode starts of with bloody face chasing the girl who Is a horror freak bloody face kills her boyfriend. The news reporter is now in the asylum the head nun decides 2 put her through shock treatment so her memory won't be as good. A demon gets brought into the asylum he possesses one of the nuns. In this episode you find out who bloody face is it is not ( kid ). The episode ends with kid getting Kaned

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

She completes me

This is a post for my girlfriend.

I love hearing her voice, I love seeing her smile, I love her being happy/me making her happy, I love her for her just everything about her. I feel like I can trust her, talk to her about anything, I understand her, I feel whole/complete with her. She's everything to me I love her with all my heart and won't ever leave her. All I think about is her day and night she never leaves my mind I miss her when I don't talk 2 her. I'm extremely happy with her I would do anything for her be there when she needs me. I watch her YouTube videos everyday. She is my best friend I love her with all my heart and always will forever <3 :-*

Monday, October 22, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #5

Here is another amazing photo by Jezzyka Kay. Please like her facebook page let her know I sent u

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Bullshit blog update #66

So this week has been good even though school pisses me off cause of the teachers. I've done some cool photos over the week and I also got the last clip for randomness #4 so that'll be out soon. Last night I made some cover photos for people so i'll share those on here through out the week. I have some post that I have written that i'll post on here they are ( I AM FROM ) and then the other 1 is ( it's a new kind of evil it's complete darkness ) I don't know when I'll post that 1 but probably soon. I also have the best girl in the world I love her with all my heart and always will forever :)