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Tuesday, November 29, 2011

How a man should treat his girl

Haha thats a long title but it fits in my head and it jumps into what I want to talk about. Yes this is what I think on how guys should treat there girls or wife's it came to me during 3rd period. K so I think that
1: guys should always treat there girl with respect
2: they should trust there girl
3: they should spoil her treat her nice
4: buy her stuff like jewelry,dresses,lots of chocolate to if they like chocolate haha cause I know my mom loves that stuff
5: never flirt with other girls and make her jelous
6: make other girls jelous of her
7: always compliment her
8: never ever call her fat
9: give her ur trust
10: make her laugh and smile
11: comfort her when she's sad
12: be there for her to catch her if she falls
13: listen to her feelings
14: talk to her even on the phone not always text I call mine from time to time :)
15: rember her bday,favorite color ect
16: don't cheat on her
17: never abuse her
18: don't yell at her talk kindly to her
19: let her sleep in ur arms
20: always put her first I always put mine first
21: tell her how beautiful she is and how ur glad u found her and will never leave her
22: always let her know u love her
23: the one I think is most important and I had on my mind last night or in the afternoon when I let my girl snuggle Up to me or whatever u want to call it but what it is is never ever doubt her love for u I won't ever doubt my girls love for me I know she loves me and always will and I love her so much she makes my day :) so later I'll write about her on here tehe :D

Sunday, November 27, 2011


Alright I just wanted to do this post cause I want to know how many ppl belive in ghost so let me know in the comments. Ok so I'll let u know if I belive in them or not. Yes I do belive In them sometimes but not all the time lie I know that's werid but it's just like oh ya they do exist yet they don't Idk I'll just say I more so belive in them

Thursday, November 24, 2011


Alright I decided I'd do a post on this so I'm gona post the stuff I'm thankful for u guys can do the same
1: I'm thankful for my nice famliy
2: I'm thankful for a roof over my head
3: I'm thankful for all my friends and famliy who care for me
4: I'm thankful I haven't killed myself and that I'm still alive
5: I'm thankful for my blog cause I can state my mind in it
6: I'm thankful for food
7: I'm thankful that I can watch blackboxtv haha had to add that
8: I'm thankful for my girlfriend who is so beautiful and nice I love her with all my heart :) <3

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Ugly and pretty

Ok I had no clue what to title this but oh well so ok me and my girl hung out yesterday and I noticed that both of us were siting there saying our hair was bugging us and we didn't look good. But truth is our hair did look ok and so did we like were not ugly at all I can say that about myself like no ones ugly ever not me and not u guys so this week I'd like to try saying positive stuff about myself and others and I'd like u guys to try the same. So right now I can say I'm a handsome man and my girlfriends a very sweet beautiful girl she has a shine to her eyes when I get her to smile and its cute :)

Saturday, November 19, 2011


I've relized that everyone has problems and challenges not just me or u everyone has gone through pain,sadness,death of a loved 1,happiness and yes all these are hard but u just have to relize that u should ℵミ℣ミ℞ Ǥⅈ℣ミ ʊㄗ so I'm gona try not to give up 

Thursday, November 17, 2011

First vlog

Wow haha I actually made a vlog and put it on YouTube I hope I did good my comments on it are um 1 my hair was shit 2 u could tell I was looped up I didn't know what to say and the last and worst I was scared of the camra but oh well

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

Old memories

U know what I hate so bad is when I can sit upstairs and just get lost in memories from last year. I see that I was happy with that girl that when I had her I was so stupid not to realize what I had. I actually had someone who made me happy,who cared for me,who loved me with all there heart and would never leave me but thinks happend and I lost her. But the thing is I want her back so bad that I'll love her no matter what I'll work on making myself better and geting me happy again and ya ill look back at those memories even though they might kill me. I just hope I'm strong enough not to let them kill me

Tuesday, November 15, 2011


Haha yes I made my own ustream my channel is Deadm15 I'll put some vids up maybe tonight but I took a pic on my app of it so here it is 

Tuesday, November 8, 2011


Life it's about happeness and hardships test that ppl go through like me I'm in a test now I've been depressed for I think a month anyways even though these test may be hard stand tall and don't give up that's what I'm doing some strengths I have are writing what I feel in my blog,geting help from friends when I need it,and the last 1 I can think of is not giving up just telling myself I'm strong and that I can break through this and come out stronger so dont ever give up 

Thursday, November 3, 2011

When I go

I'm depressed ya and I don't tell ppl what I'm feeling cause I'm stubron and don't trust very many ppl but reasons why I'm depressed 1 my brother is an ass 2 I feel like most ppl don't even care to help me 3 I still love that girl and want her back but feel like that might not happen 4 this is the big 1 I regret the way I treated her everyday even though she said it's fine I feel like it's not I was really mean to her I didn't mean to hurt her and I don't want to anymore I do love her alot. But lately I've been thinking of cutting or killing myself so if I do when I die don't hold me back just let me go.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011


Why is it that when I look at the old photos of me and my ex I look so happy but ones I look at now I look sad and depressed? I'll tell u what I think I think it's cause I love her so much and had a great part of my life with her she made me so happy and I messed it up :'(

Tuesday, November 1, 2011