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Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 3

The episode starts off with the chick and her husband dieing from pranktesrs that dress up ass bloody face. One of the sisters is posed by a demon, the demon kills a Mexican lady in this.  The doctor is upset after the demon talked to him the way she did. The head of the asylum gets drunk cause her memories are hunting her. Walker, his friend, and the reporter try to escape but they don't make it out cause in the woods they find cannibals. The episode ends with the whore getting her legs chopped off.

Its a new kind of evil, it's complete darkness

What lies deep in the depths of my mind? Is it human? No it's something worse it's a darker part of me one I can't control or talk to. It lies and waits for something of that something I have no clue. The deeper I go to try and reach it the darker it gets. It's a new kind of evil it's complete darkness and it lives inside me.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

Nightmares #4

This will probably be short

Anyways i've been on good pills that have actually helped with my nightmares only at night though. In the mornings they make me sick and dizzy. I notice that when their not in my system I have nightmares when I doze off like today in seminary I was dozing off and when I moved my hand it scared the shit out of me cause I thought I saw or claw something like that.

Monday, October 29, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #6

Heres another photo by Jezzyka. If u want 2 be cool like her facebook page at www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Bullshit blog up #67

The week has been good been talking 2 my girl which makes me happy :). I haven't posted as much as I wanted to this month but I still think I have some good content out. I have a few post planed for Halloween I don't know if i'll get them all on here but i'll try. I have a video that i'll probably have out later today so be watching for that. I hope u guys like the post up cause I actually like what i've done with this blog now

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 6 the message


This is the 6th episode in silver wood final recordings. In this episode catrina lets Dr J more know that S.E.E let him leave with a sample of subject 2. He killed himself 2 save his son. Alex mom uses Liam as a host 2 dilver an important message. "Nothing dead leaves" this episode ends with S.E.E catching Liam

Friday, October 26, 2012

I AM FROM part 3 ( my mind )

I am from always thinking and being in my mind. I think cause it helps me come up with ideas. I'm always in my mind cause it helps me get away from the world for a bit, even when I talk to people I'm thinking and inside my mind.

Thursday, October 25, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 4 bitten

In this episode this kid wants 2 make a movie his friend finds a girl and she moves in with them. Michael gets bitten by a werewolf and becomes 1 himself. The original werewolf was his history teacher Michaels friend has the teacher bite him. Sam and Dean kill the teacher Michael gets killed by his friend who turns Michaels girlfriend into a werewolf. She ends up killing him and leaves a video telling Sam and Dean 2 give her a chance. The episode ends with her walking away on train tracks

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum episode 2

This episode starts of with bloody face chasing the girl who Is a horror freak bloody face kills her boyfriend. The news reporter is now in the asylum the head nun decides 2 put her through shock treatment so her memory won't be as good. A demon gets brought into the asylum he possesses one of the nuns. In this episode you find out who bloody face is it is not ( kid ). The episode ends with kid getting Kaned

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

She completes me

This is a post for my girlfriend.

I love hearing her voice, I love seeing her smile, I love her being happy/me making her happy, I love her for her just everything about her. I feel like I can trust her, talk to her about anything, I understand her, I feel whole/complete with her. She's everything to me I love her with all my heart and won't ever leave her. All I think about is her day and night she never leaves my mind I miss her when I don't talk 2 her. I'm extremely happy with her I would do anything for her be there when she needs me. I watch her YouTube videos everyday. She is my best friend I love her with all my heart and always will forever <3 :-*

Monday, October 22, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #5

Here is another amazing photo by Jezzyka Kay. Please like her facebook page let her know I sent u

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Bullshit blog update #66

So this week has been good even though school pisses me off cause of the teachers. I've done some cool photos over the week and I also got the last clip for randomness #4 so that'll be out soon. Last night I made some cover photos for people so i'll share those on here through out the week. I have some post that I have written that i'll post on here they are ( I AM FROM ) and then the other 1 is ( it's a new kind of evil it's complete darkness ) I don't know when I'll post that 1 but probably soon. I also have the best girl in the world I love her with all my heart and always will forever :)

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 5 she's insane

Spoilers are given. Don't read unless you've seen the episode or like spoilers.

In this episode they introduce Christina S.E.E is now doing there testings on humans ( Onsion ) is the test subject. Christina fires Dr. J More. The news talks about how there has been a lot of crime in silver wood/bad crimes murders, disappearences. The episode ends with Liam in Alexs hotel room. "What's happening to me"-Liam.

Tony V, BreeEssrig, onsion, and all the others who worked on this episode great job guys :)

Friday, October 19, 2012

I AM FROM part 2 ( reading )

I am from reading books like Eragon, storm thief and many others. My favorite type of books to read are fantasy, mystery, and science fiction. Reading these books helps me escape from my life for a bit. I have the ability to memorize what I read I memorize stuff by reading it slowly/at my own pace.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 3 heartache

Spoilers will be given

This episode starts off with some guy running in the woods he ends up getting his heart ripped out. Dean and Sam are at a farmers market things don't seem 2 be working out with Sam and Dean Sam wants to quit and Dean doesn't. They introduce a famous athlete in this episode aperntly he was a minoan. He drove off the bridge to try and kill himself make himself burn up but instead his organs go 2 8 other ppl and they continue the ritual. Dean and Sam end up killing the chick with Bricks heart. This episode ends with Sam saying when it's all over he's gonna quit then it shows him with some chick who is celebrating his birthday.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Review: American horror story asylum

This is the second season to American horror story spoilers will be given don't read unless u want spoilers

This season starts off good they have some of the same actors this does not tie in with the first season. They introduce bloody face in this episode which is cool cause I think bloody face is awesome so far. They also have monsters in this I don't know what kind though but I'm guessing there bad cause they tear a guys arm off. The doctor experiments on the patients and sometimes kills them and has the other patients eat them. This episode ends with the guys wife running into bloody face.

( My life )

I used to be suicidel i'd always think of ways to kill myself 1 over does on my pills 2 starve myself 3 take a knife to my throat and just drop to the floor dead letting the blood run out of my body. I got better I'm happier, I got stronger cause of what I have not what I'm holding onto. I've been through a lot so I know how it is you matter to this world you are special to someone even if you think your not.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Monday, October 15, 2012

Bullshit blog update #65

Today has been good even with a headache my friend had me wear her hat and told me that I looked cute with it on :) the only part of the day that didn't go over well was the bus ride home it pissed me off. Now I'm just waiting for another friend to message me back

Sunday, October 14, 2012

Bullshit blog update #64

Today has been good I have a Dr pepper this spring break has been ok 2 yesterday I got to see my other niece serenity she's so cute :) i've also got a lot of cool picture I've edited. Last night I went shopping with my dad and got to see the trees and Christmas lights with Melody. On Thursday I got 2 see her dip her fries in a frosty from Wendys it was cute. This Wednesday night I will be doing a review for the first episode of the new season of American Horror story don't miss it

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 4 the portal opens

This episode starts off showing Liam in the hotel that Alex is staying in. Doctor Moore and the rest of s.e.e were doing experiments on animals to try and open up a portal they successfully open 1. Some guy finds a portal and gets his head exploded. This episode ends with lacy Alexs ex girlfriend talking to her on a private show when Liam walks in. They have 4 more episodes 2 go be back next Saturday when I do a new review :)

Friday, October 12, 2012

Reading into silver woods past ( opening page )

This is the opening page to the secret history of silver wood this was made by Tony, Dirk Manning and some other guy please go like this facebook page www.facebook.com/blackboxtv

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 2 what's up Tiger Mommy?

There will be spoilers watch the episode before you read.

In this episode Dean, Sam and kevin go hunt for the word of god but before they do kevin checks up on his mom and she decides to go with them. They go to bid on the word of god and kevins mother offers her soul for the word of god and kevin. Crouly posses Kevins mother giving him the word of god. Also Dean is still remembering purgatory he finds Cass this episode ends with him calling for Deans help.

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I AM FROM: part 1 ( family )

I am from a family that is very stubborn we are stubborn because when we set our mind on something we stick with it even when people try to change our minds about it. My family is also kind and loving we make lots of great memories. On Christmas my grandpa makes the best hot chocolate along with toast we like to dip the toast in the hot chocolate it is really good.

Featuring: JezzykaKay #3

She is amazing please go like her facebook page at www.facebook.com/Jezzykakay

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Bullshit blog update #63

Today has been another great day I got to roll my friend up in a carpet during lunch I also got a lot of school work done Lmfao so ya oh and now i'm talking to my new best friend Tabbie she's amazing :) I really enjoy talking to her I also decided to be a dork and edit one of me and her :)

Monday, October 8, 2012

Bullshit blog update #62

So today has been really good um someone sent me a teddy bear Idk who though but it was nice of them 2 do that :) also took a really good picture that i like and edited some today I'm excited that spring break is this week so i get to sleep in but i have to see the doctor on Wednesday but i'll live :)

Sunday, October 7, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #2

Here is another photo done by Jezzyka Kay go like her facebook page at www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay let her know I sent you

Saturday, October 6, 2012

Review: silver wood final recordings episode 3 hurt

Spoilers will be given do not read unless you want spoilers

So in this episode they start off by showing what the blackbox recorder caught and that was julia and Nick going inside the silver wood which had burned down 3 years ago after Julia comes out she says she went in even though it's burnt down so ppl think she's crazy. Then it goes to Liam it shows him calling his mom to let her know he's sorry for everything he's done. Again Alex is in this episode Liam ends up killing 2 cops that come 2 pick him up. The episode ends with Liam at the hotel that Alex is at. I give this episode a ten out of ten again great job BlackBoxTv, Tony V, BreeEssrig and all the others who were in and worked on this episode 5 more to go be back next Saturday when i do another review don't miss it ;)

Friday, October 5, 2012

Bullshit blog update #61

Today i slept in and missed school again oh well i'll just have to fall asleep erlier I can now make my photos 3D :) i've been making some cool new photos so i'll make sure to share them on here when i can I have a new segment on here titled featuring: JezzykaKay I will feature her photos on here so ppl can see the amazing work she does i'll probably do one tomorrow or later tonight but please go like her facebook page at www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay I also have reviews i do on Thursdays for supernatural, Saturdays BlackBoxTv, when the new American horror story starts up i'll do reviews on the night i see it so stay tuned u don't want to miss out :)

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Review: supernatural season 8 episode 1 we need to talk about Kevin

There will be spoilers so don't read unless you want spoilers

So this episode started off really good Dean returns from purgatory after being in it for one year he brings someone back with him I don't know who he brought back with him but I'm sure it'll be explained later. Then it brings you to Sam from what I understand he hit a dog and is taking care of it Sam returns to the place they were staying at when they burnt Bobbys flask him and Dean get reunited. They go on a search for Kevin since Sam couldn't keep track of him when they find him he reviles that he found another tablet that tells how to close the gates of hell and banish demons off the face of the earth forever. I liked this episode I really hope it'll be a good season I give this episode 9 out of 10

New reviews for supernatural will be out every Thursday on my blog so stay tuned don't miss out :)

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Featuring: JezzykaKay #1

I decided I'm gonna share her photos on here so more ppl can see them she's amazing :) please go give her some love by liking her facebook page www.facebook.com/JezzykaKay

Monday, October 1, 2012

Truth is

Truth is i miss you i miss having you as a friend i miss talking to you. I still remember when i first fell in love with you it was the best feeling ever i loved you because i could talk to you, tell you my darkest secrets and you didn't run away you loved me for me all my fears didn't chase you away you stayed you became my best friend. Jealousy got the best of me it ate at me and changed me i did some hurtfull stuff i even started fights with out intending to and I'm sorry for all of that. I loved you because you believed in me you stayd through thick and thin but then we parted ways and haven't talked ever since then. I'll admit that I cried i felt so much pain when we parted ways the reason i felt this much pain is because i truly loved you I didn't want to ever lose you. I remember riding on your fourwheeler you made me get over the fear of driving it i remember having you hold onto me when i drove it i liked that you started to change you shared drinks with me and you didn't wipe it off after i took a sip you made me smile when we talked i trusted you. I remember everything we've done i still love you as much as i did when i first met you I just had to lock my feelings away for a while so i wouldn't do anything stupid you say my eyes shown really bright when we hung out I'm sure they still would and do when i think about you. I still trust you and love you you are my world you probably won't see this but i wish you will so you can see how i really feel I'm sorry for what happend between us and the stuff i did if you ever wanted to try again I'd say yes cause thats what i want i want to talk to you again be your bestfriend and have my best friend back I'll always love you forever i promise don't forget that <3