The way I feel

What am I just supoesed to always feel bad for what I did the way I treated her made her lose trust in me wrote mean stuff about her on my blog ya I agree ok it's assine but I feel bad I regret what I did and want to fix things with her prove that I'm sorry that I regret what I've done that I want her to know I'd do anything for her even take a bullet for her you know if I had her back I'd treat her right I'd protect her make her feel safe in my arms I would never let her go ever I'd stick my neck out for her and show everyone how much I truly honestly love this girl I've never loved a girl so much. She's the one I want the 1 my heart beats for my heart belongs to her no other girl