Bullshit blog update #31

When I was little I almost drowned in a pool I've never been a good swimmer I don't like going into water that's deep cause I'm scared I'll drown and now I've noticed that when I take showers and stick my head under the water I tend 2 freak out a little how do I fix that? Also I rearly drink water I've just recently kicked myself in the ass and told myself I was going 2 try and drink it everyday and that if I didn't I'd force it down my throat could me almost drowning cause me 2 go weeks even months without drinking water? Let me know cause I'd like 2 know