Dream logs #3

Ok so my brains telling me to write this lately I haven't slept well I toss and turn every night cause of my nightmares I keep having nightmares that ppl want me dead or something in this house wants me dead I've woke up 1 almost got choked to death I could feel hands around my neck now it's just been waking up before it could happen but I haven't slept good in a long time cause of the nightmares and all my doctor does is just keeps giving me sleeping pills and I don't think that's Gona help I think some how I need 2 get my dreams 2 end cause I'm scared 2 sleep