Ever had something happen that brings you alot of pain and the only way you feel little moments of bliss is when you're asleep? That's what I feel. Currently I'm awake and feel pain everywhere. The only time I feel bliss is when I'm asleep but then I wake up and feel like I'm stuck in a nightmare full of pain. I need more little moments of bliss but don't know how to get them when I'm not asleep. Used to get them all the time but now it feels like that's fading away.
